Dancing With The Devil

He served chaos for breakfast, garnished with guilt, and called it love.

Weak people chase pleasure, strong people chase purpose!

You cannot keep up with a man who has no self control. I promise, it is painful, it is raw, and it is ugly. The chaos transpired into a vulgar and disgusting ending where he would continue to visit his casualty to see how far he has come and to impose more damage. Thereafter, once bored he just moves on to the next victim. And so the cycle continues, leaving a trail of broken relationships with already broken woman. He chooses them deliberately. If you think you will forever remain confident, he will tear you down into pieces. He will not stop until there is nothing left.

You cannot and should not give a narcissist any chance. No contact is the only way to starve them. They cannot go without their supply. Their ego is so severely damaged and their unresolved childhood traumas only adds fuel to the fire. You are dealing with an individual that needs attention and admiration 24/7! Your goals, your emotional needs means nothing to them. They don't know how to love. They describe love as a feeling. Forever chasing "feelings."

You cannot change a narcissist. You will only loose yourself in the process.  Their mind games are out of this world. Their subtle deception. The never-ending gaslighting, love-bombing. It is exhausting. The only way they feel worthy is when they get their temporal high. They chase pleasure. A fast paced, impulsive, irresponsible, and all in the moment "quick fix." 

One woman could never satisfy the narcissist!

As for couples counselling? The narcissist does not want to change! They have no desire. They will manipulate the situation and the therapist into getting the therapist to believe that you are the problem.

It is a no win situation.

Looking back, I thank God that I made it out. I feel sorry for all the woman that he has abused and used. As for the ones to come, I am fighting for you! It ends with me! Soon he will meet his destiny. He will never hurt another woman ever again!!!